Tuesday, December 21, 2010
what do i really want for my future? still struggling in my life, can't seems to have things in my way. i'm really lost. anybody out there who is able to help and guide me out of my miserable life?
i'm supposed to be optimistic, have i lost my way while helping everybody? is it bad that i do not give my help when it is required and i'm able to help?
can someone tell me what i really want? knocking myself in all direction, can't seems to let myself relax. there is always something there for me to do. can i just disappear and let everything just the way there are. i supposed nobody would even find me when they have trouble. should i just hide in the background and let everybody pass by me?
why things can't seem to be simpler and stop popping up when it's done?
22:05 emotionally tired
Sunday, December 12, 2010
goin die soon. my brain is nt cooperating wif mi, i wan ton nite 2 study 4 my test bt my brain wan me 2 rest. bt if i rest, i cnt get e tink 2 start again
ytd was wishin tt dere would b sum1 2 go hum tgt wif me..i really wonder wen my partner would appear
02:18 emotionally tired