realli realli very alone..
sko is nt lyk last term, whr dere's a lot of laughter..
bt startin tis term every tink has been very dead..i chionging thru alot of tinks tt i do, tryin 2 tired myself out..
sth happened which i hated it since sec 1, i dun wan 2 hav e whole process 2 repeat itself..forcin myself 2 4get abt it, hope tt dere would be alot of tinks 2 do 2 make myself 4get abt it..
no longer tok much @ hum, cox dere's no more comfort felt, realli realli tired..nid a break, nid a pillar 2 hold mi up..
heart n brain burstin lyk hell bt hu is dere 2 give a hand 4 mi 2 hold on?jus hav 2 tired mysef out n 4get abt all tis tinks n i get a peaceful slp..
breakin down alot more recently
23:05 emotionally tired
angry sia :@ y i take her tinks, she scold mi; she take my tinks w/o permission. she nids 2 use com, i hav 2 allow her 2 use e com wen i'm usin; bt wen i request 2 use her com wen she usin, she said no. all this bcam my fault instead of her.. mayb it's my tinking, if nt it may b true..
sianx~
21:30 emotionally tired