01:09 emotionally tired
tis few daes hav been a terrible dae 4 mi, cox alot of tinks has happened n i cried a few daes (cry baby ain?)..
cox 4 no reason, my manager told mi 2 help her wrk though its my off dae(wed)..wen manager called, my mother scolded cox my bedrm door was locked wen she wanted 2 mop my rm..
tis few a lot of tinks cox of no reason(mayb e reason is dere bt i do nt see it) i kena a lot of tinks i dun wan 2 do..reali reali wished tt dere was sum1 dere whom i cn lean on wen i cry, mayb dere was sum1 bt i let go of my hand after gotten it?
2dae wen attachment with sumin, on e way hum chatted 4 a long time..wen i looked bck 2 my sec 4 life i realised tt it was omost e same(feeling)..cox of some reason, i noe tt's quite l8 4 e tankin, i still have 2 tanks derek(great bro ^^) hu hav oways listen 2 mi talkin non stop durin sci lesson..sumtimes oso giv mi advice(othough i 4gt wat e advices r), if he isnt dere 2 listen 2 mi talk, i wun hav passed e depressed dae tt i m xperiencin..
after 2dae tinkin, i realised tt sumtimes it's best 2 leave tinks tt r done oreadi instead of forcin urself urself 2 4get cox e wound would jus get deeper..wif tt memory in u, u r still urself, n nt a person wif lots of wound n missin parts..
23:53 emotionally tired