Waiting to be digged up.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

nw go mac wrk nt much fun liao..
dun hav sumin, rupin..
othough gt jia xin bt.......
he oso nt everydae wrk..
no mood

^i'm lyk a child lyk tt

i dun lyk presentation wen dere is no guideline i wat r e tinks tt nid 2 b included..

22:02 emotionally tired

Thursday, November 12, 2009

FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!

every time i take ur tinks den u scold mi sae i nv tell u..bt u take my tinks nv even sms 1 bit lohx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21:24 emotionally tired

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

realli realli very alone..
sko is nt lyk last term, whr dere's a lot of laughter..
bt startin tis term every tink has been very dead..i chionging thru alot of tinks tt i do, tryin 2 tired myself out..

sth happened which i hated it since sec 1, i dun wan 2 hav e whole process 2 repeat itself..forcin myself 2 4get abt it, hope tt dere would be alot of tinks 2 do 2 make myself 4get abt it..

no longer tok much @ hum, cox dere's no more comfort felt, realli realli tired..nid a break, nid a pillar 2 hold mi up..

heart n brain burstin lyk hell bt hu is dere 2 give a hand 4 mi 2 hold on?jus hav 2 tired mysef out n 4get abt all tis tinks n i get a peaceful slp..

breakin down alot more recently

23:05 emotionally tired

Sunday, October 4, 2009

angry sia :@ y i take her tinks, she scold mi; she take my tinks w/o permission. she nids 2 use com, i hav 2 allow her 2 use e com wen i'm usin; bt wen i request 2 use her com wen she usin, she said no. all this bcam my fault instead of her.. mayb it's my tinking, if nt it may b true..
sianx~

21:30 emotionally tired

Sunday, September 27, 2009

unless neccessary dun ask mi anitink or tok 2 mi !!!
PISSED!!!
onli tell u sth den ur reacton lyk tt

01:09 emotionally tired

Saturday, September 26, 2009

tis few daes hav been a terrible dae 4 mi, cox alot of tinks has happened n i cried a few daes (cry baby ain?)..
cox 4 no reason, my manager told mi 2 help her wrk though its my off dae(wed)..wen manager called, my mother scolded cox my bedrm door was locked wen she wanted 2 mop my rm..
tis few a lot of tinks cox of no reason(mayb e reason is dere bt i do nt see it) i kena a lot of tinks i dun wan 2 do..reali reali wished tt dere was sum1 dere whom i cn lean on wen i cry, mayb dere was sum1 bt i let go of my hand after gotten it?

2dae wen attachment with sumin, on e way hum chatted 4 a long time..wen i looked bck 2 my sec 4 life i realised tt it was omost e same(feeling)..cox of some reason, i noe tt's quite l8 4 e tankin, i still have 2 tanks derek(great bro ^^) hu hav oways listen 2 mi talkin non stop durin sci lesson..sumtimes oso giv mi advice(othough i 4gt wat e advices r), if he isnt dere 2 listen 2 mi talk, i wun hav passed e depressed dae tt i m xperiencin..
after 2dae tinkin, i realised tt sumtimes it's best 2 leave tinks tt r done oreadi instead of forcin urself urself 2 4get cox e wound would jus get deeper..wif tt memory in u, u r still urself, n nt a person wif lots of wound n missin parts..

23:53 emotionally tired

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

FUCK UP!!!!

23:47 emotionally tired