Waiting to be digged up.

Friday, January 7, 2011

my ring and my mp3's coating ^^ ring got roman values ^^

just my mp3^^

flower language time^^
Name: Acacia
Meaning: Secret Love

Birthday Flower:
Name: Japanese Rose AKA Rosa Rugosa

tt's all 4 2dae ^^

23:16 emotionally tired

Thursday, January 6, 2011

no star 2nite :(

sudden interest in flowers so if I'm free i will update language of flower 花语.
Flower: Aconitum
Meaning:Misanthropy dislike, distrust, disgust, contempt or hatred of the human species, human nature, or society.

Birthday flower for today.
Aizoaceae

tml goin buy my ring ^^

21:28 emotionally tired

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

what do i really want for my future? still struggling in my life, can't seems to have things in my way. i'm really lost. anybody out there who is able to help and guide me out of my miserable life?

i'm supposed to be optimistic, have i lost my way while helping everybody? is it bad that i do not give my help when it is required and i'm able to help?

can someone tell me what i really want? knocking myself in all direction, can't seems to let myself relax. there is always something there for me to do. can i just disappear and let everything just the way there are. i supposed nobody would even find me when they have trouble. should i just hide in the background and let everybody pass by me?

why things can't seem to be simpler and stop popping up when it's done?

22:05 emotionally tired

Sunday, December 12, 2010

goin die soon. my brain is nt cooperating wif mi, i wan ton nite 2 study 4 my test bt my brain wan me 2 rest. bt if i rest, i cnt get e tink 2 start again

ytd was wishin tt dere would b sum1 2 go hum tgt wif me..i really wonder wen my partner would appear

02:18 emotionally tired

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

only 3 wks since sko start n i dunoe hw many vulgarities i hav scolded.

ytd jus cried, mayb dere's nt enuff break 4 mi bahx..wrking non stop since sko start, onli my sun is free..tis sat my manager let me hav a break ^^v

pls do not assume everybody is e same..sum ppl do better with theory, sum better wif practical..so do not always put ppl into ur own shoe !!!

00:14 emotionally tired

Sunday, November 7, 2010

i need a break!!!

realise tt i haven had a proper break/rest since sko started..eveydae it's lyk a routine in which hav been veri tiring 2dae..
hav 2 giv myself a break after a few wks..cnt take off 4 nxt wk..schedule out le..

23:51 emotionally tired

Friday, November 5, 2010

really wan 2 find a bf who would b dere wen i wan someone 2 tok 2..cn sae tt i'm despo if tt's wat ppl wan 2 tink..bt really xin ku wen dere's no1 2 tok 2..

;(

00:30 emotionally tired